My morale and confidence levels have dip to bottom sea low ever since I had started working.
Whenever i reached home,I feel so sick when I looked at myself in the mirror.

I no longer see a Mich that is pumping with radiant and life.In fact..it reflects a low life,sick,loveless,jaded..very jaded face.
I dunno how long can I take office job.That rountine 9-6 desk bound job.You dont see the day when you starts working,no sun..no nothing anymore.

Somemore..I cant stand Grace and Eunice.
Ok at least Grace is like a strict mentor.She is my direct supervisor,she has to be there to ensure everything I do is correct.
But sometimes,I feel like being so cooped out.There is no freedom nor pleasure in working under such close supervision.
And this job kinda kills everything!

Next is the somewhat shortwired Eunice.
Despite the fact she is like 28 years old,she has got a physique of an auntie,behaviour of an auntie and thinking of some childish..pple.
And she expects ME to share her workload,while she of coz wont accept any single traces of responsiblity when it defines as MY job scope.

I mean..what the F!
Her thinking is that I should learn some of her job scope and can cover her work when she is not around.
While I am the one solely incharge of payrolling,she wont,just deny any responsibilty when it comes to my work.
What the F!
Come on la..No complain that you are working for 2 years and your pay is still stagnant.
Bloody,like Grace said,you wont have any value adding as your current jobscope even if you go outside to work.

But work is work...I still have to talk to her,lunch with her..etc.
Gee.

Today serves a wake up call to me.
I better be EXTRA vigilant and careful not to mix up personal with work.
I dun wanna be too trusting and be influences by Eunice,if not Grace would skin me.
I think she already find me being influences by Eunice.
Looks like Mich needs some sharpening up.

But Mich doesnt like her work.What to do when we cant live the way we WANT.